I post this hoping it is the last of this sick series and not wanting to dwell anymore. Remember, it is my blog and I can do what I want! Haha. But, in all seriousness, I post for feedback. If I ever send a letter, this is what I would say:
Dear Boy,
Three months ago I [...]
How dare you request my friendship.
Ask and not receive?
The friend you’ve never known,
you know I would be to you.
But I have not the energy.
As you let go, you reached out.
With that same motion,
hold me at arms length.
While before I saw the man in you,
I now see the other side.
The man is but a boy;
afraid, unsure, [...]
drink it down
tingle to the surface
bubble up through my vanes
and stain my pores
numb the skin
but you leave my heart?
awaken my emotion
to a whirl of torment
slide into a place of slur and sorrow
morning aches, a dull shine
a remedy it is not
rather a spur of pain
evoking my dejection.
I got to thinking, which I tend to do since I don’t actually have a real job. My thoughts often carry me back to the most recent and lame subject of relationships. I love/hate my over-analytical nature.
My wandering mind began to wonder: what happens to all of those things said when you are dating someone? [...]
Okay so JT is like SO bomb. I’m totally diggin’ his musac right now. Here are 6.5 reasons why I’d do him (if he married me).
1. He’s hot.
2. He has MAD dance skills.
3. Vocals kick ass. I lud dat falsetto.
4. Curly hair.
5. Tall-er.
6. Great sense of humor.
6.5. Like SO funny.